Bad Habits

I never stop thinking about negative behavior in my personality and how to breaking it. Because even if I keep do it , it doesn't mean that I like it.

Such as the bellow:

- Drinking a lot of coffee it is my way to deal with stress, anger and Headache.

- Spend a lot of my time surfing the internet even if I read good various topics or learn something new or chatting with my friends, I still use it so much.

- Also sleeping a few hours during the day like I'm afraid if I sleep I couldn't do what I want or I don't have a time to do anything.

Could you imagine that you still thinking sometime during sleeping hours!!

Trust me it is kind of crazy.

These bad habits which I mentioned, just an example from my big list of bad habits.

I know it is not easy to stop, but it can be done because I'm serious about it this time. By the time I will train myself to break any annoying habit by trying to replace my bad habit with something new and positive in my life.

Anyway, how do you plan to break your bad habits?

Just a wish

How I wish that I could dance barefoot under the rain as a child. ( Crazy wish )

1) NO:

I wish that I could say No strongly 3 years ago, to protect myself. But I'm surprising that I still couldn't say it in the right time, but Certainly I will never give up trying to say it because I don't want to be broken again.

Guise what?

There is no one will die if I say No!!

2) Basketball:

I wish that I learned how to play basketball when I studied in the University, because that is the only way to learn it. There is no place in Jeddah care about basket ball for women.

3) Piano:

I wish that I could learn how to play the piano, but I know even if I learned it I could not enter it to my house.

4) Swimming:

I wish I learned how to swim 8 years ago to stop sinking anymore and do something when i see somebody sinking in front of me instead of screaming. That what it happened 2 years ago, I saw a little boy trying to survive himself. Actually I didn't do anything instead of screaming and found someone who able to help him. That was soo bad I could not believe that kid still a live till I saw him crying.

Maybe all the bad dreams will stop after that.

5) English:

I wish that I could speak English as a second language and if I were like that I will read books which are written in English instead of searching about translated books. Not all the books translated to Arabic.